Chapter 1
Itâs Valentineâs Day. The restaurant is all candles and couple-laughter and clinking glassesâan expensive little theater of love.
And Iâm sitting alone at a table set for two.
Because my boyfriend of two years dumped me on Heartâs Day. Like he wanted the date stamped into my memory forever, like a cruel joke the universe would keep replaying.
Michael didnât even have the decency to look guilty.
He sat across from me, neat in his pressed shirt, and slid the words across the table like a receipt.
âIâm seeing someone else,â he said. âIâve been thinking about it for a while.â
As if my body wasnât still learning the shape of his hands. As if two years was a light inconvenience.
I remember blinking at him. Once. Twice. Like my eyes could force the sentence to rearrange into something less humiliating.
Then he added the part that still makes my ribs ache.
âYouâre⊠difficult, Livia.â His jaw tightened. âYou act like intimacy is a crime. Like I should be grateful you let me take you out and look pretty beside you.â
Frigid.
Prude.
He didnât say those exact words, but they were there, heavy between us, poisoning the air.
I wanted to throw my wine in his face. I wanted to ask if love was supposed to come with a timeline and a threat.
Instead, my pride did what it always doesâit made my spine straighten, made my voice go calm.
âThen go,â I said softly.
He did.
And now Iâm here, staring at the reflection of a woman in my glassâlipstick still perfect, eyes a little too bright, smile a little too sharp.
âIâm not frigid,â I whisper. âIâm not a prude.â
The woman in the glass smiles back like she doesnât believe me.
I tip the remaining wine into my mouth in one long swallow, like Iâm trying to drown the taste of him. Itâs sweet and bitter at once.
My phone sits face-down on the table. No messages. No apology. Not even a polite âget home safe.â
I glance around the restaurant again.
Couples everywhere. Hands intertwined. Foreheads pressed close. Someone laughing like theyâve never been hurt before.
Salt in my wound.
Then I see him.
A man alone in the corner.
A table for two, too.
An empty chair across from him like someone left in a hurryâor never showed up at all.
Heâs dressed in dark, clean lines. Not flashy, but expensive. The kind of expensive you donât need to announce.
He holds a drink, untouched. His gaze is fixed on nothing and everything at once, sharp enough that it feels like it could cut glass.
He looks⊠dangerous.
âNah,â I murmur, lifting my hand and making an X in the air. âErase. He looks scary.â
But my eyes drift back anyway.
Maybe itâs the wine. Maybe itâs the humiliation burning under my skin. Maybe itâs the fact that I spent several hundred dollars on this dress and I refuse to let tonight end with me crying into a napkin like a clichĂ©.
Michael thought I was just for display.
Fine.
Let him choke on that thought.
Iâm twenty-five. Iâve been careful for yearsâcareful with money, careful with men, careful with everything because I have a ten-million-dollar boulder chained to my ankle.
My parentsâ âlove nest.â My inheritance. The only thing they left behind that felt like homeâand the only thing I can lose if I donât buy it back. Ten million dollars doesnât come from a nine-to-five and occasional local modeling gigs, no matter how many glossy brochures my face ends up on.
Iâve been living like Iâm already drowning.
Tonight, I want to breathe. Even if itâs reckless air.
I stand.
My heels wobble, and I catch myself with a hand on the table. I force my shoulders back, my chin up. If Iâm going to humiliate myself, Iâll do it with style.
âIâm not frigid,â I whisper again like a spell. âIâm not a prude.â
I walk across the restaurant, each step louder in my head than it probably is. The closer I get, the colder the space around him feelsâas if the corner belongs to him and the air obeys.
When I reach his table, he looks up.
And I stop breathing.
His eyes are⊠wrong. Not empty. Not dead. Just⊠unreadable. Like a door thatâs been locked for so long it forgot what warmth feels like.
I open my mouth.
Nothing comes out.
He says nothing either, just watches me like heâs deciding what I am.
A threat?
A nuisance?
A joke?
My pride flares.
âNo turning back, Livia,â a voice in my head warns.
I swallow and slide into the chair opposite him before I can lose my nerve.
The silence is thick. Heavy. It presses against my chest until I hate it.
So I break it.
âDo you have a date?â I ask, aiming for casual and landing somewhere between bold and insane.
He doesnât answer.
My cheeks heat. The wine tries to climb up my throat.
I refuse to let it.
âOkay,â I say, breath shaking just slightly. âLetâs be direct.â
My hands tighten around the edge of the table so he wonât see them tremble.
âI got dumped tonight,â I continue. âOn Valentineâs Day. In this exact restaurant.â
His gaze flickersâjust onceâlike that information interests him more than it should.
I inhale.
âIâm not going to spend the rest of the night crying,â I say. âAnd Iâm not going to beg someone to want me.â
I lean forward, voice low enough that the couples nearby canât hear.
âI want someone who can make me forget his name.â
His eyes sharpen.
My pulse spikes. Heat blooms under my skin again, half adrenaline, half something darker.
I force the words out before my courage evaporates.
âI want a man tonight,â I say. âNo promises. No strings. Just⊠tonight.â
Still no response.
My pride snaps like a stretched wire.
âFine,â I whisper, standing up too fast. âThatâs a no. Thanks.â
I turn away, jaw clenched, determined not to look back.
I make it one step.
His voice finally cuts through the noise of the restaurantâdeep, calm, and suddenly right behind me.
âSit down,â he says.
Itâs not a request.
I freeze.
Then he adds, softer, almost amusedâ
âAnd tell me what you think youâre asking for.â
Chapter 2
My breath catches.
A sane woman would walk away.
A sane woman would return to her table, call a friend, go home, crawl into bed, and pretend she doesnât feel like sheâs splitting open from the inside.
But sanity left with Michael.
And the man behind me doesnât feel like someone you ignore without consequences.
I turn back slowly.
Heâs still seated, one hand around his glass, gaze pinned on me like a hook.
I sit.
My heart is pounding too loudly. Iâm suddenly aware of everythingâmy bare shoulders, the way the candlelight makes his face look carved, the faint scent of expensive cologne and something darker underneath.
âYou look like you want revenge,â he says.
The bluntness stuns me.
âI wantââ My voice wavers, and I hate it. I clear my throat. âI want to stop feeling stupid.â
His mouth curves into something that isnât quite a smile.
âStupid is thinking a stranger will fix whatâs broken,â he says. âSo. Are you stupid?â
I should be offended.
Instead, the challenge steadies me.
âIâm careful,â I say. âToo careful. And tonight Iâm tired of it.â
He studies me for a long moment, like heâs weighing something I canât see.
Then he sets his glass down.
âStand,â he says.
âWhat?â
âStand up,â he repeats, voice even. âTurn.â
Heat rushes up my neck. âExcuse me?â
His eyes stay on mine. âIf youâre asking me to spend the night with you, Iâm going to look at you.â
My pride flares again, hotter this time.
Fine.
I stand and turn once, slow, controlled, as if Iâm on a runway and not in the middle of a high-end restaurant offering myself to a stranger out of spite.
When I face him again, heâs still unreadable.
But his gaze has changedâsharper, darker.
He stands too, taller than I expected, presence filling the space between us without touching.
âDo you know what you want?â he asks.
I swallow. âYes.â
His eyes drop to my mouth and back up.
âThen say it,â he murmurs. âNo performance. No bravado. Say it like you mean it.â
My pulse stutters.
I force my voice steady. âI want to go somewhere private. With someone who wonât pity me.â
A beat.
âAnd rules?â he asks.
I blink. âRules?â
His voice remains calm, but thereâs steel beneath it. âConsent. Safety. Control.â
The fact that he says those wordsâplainly, like they matterâhits me harder than any filthy line ever could.
I exhale slowly. âRules are good.â
His gaze holds mine. âIf you want this, you donât get to regret it halfway through.â
âI wonât,â I lie, or maybe I donât.
He seems to hear the wobble anyway.
âTell me a word,â he says. âOne word that means stop. No questions.â
My stomach flips.
Iâm tipsy, but not helpless. My mind is fogged, not gone.
âRed,â I say.
âGood,â he replies. âAnd if you need to slow down?â
âYellow.â
He nods once, decisive. âNow youâre thinking.â
Then he gesturesâsubtleâand a man in a black suit appears as if heâs been waiting the whole time.
The suited man doesnât look at me like Iâm a problem. He looks at me like Iâm a guest.
âFollow,â the man says quietly.
I glance back at the strangerâthis cold-eyed man who still hasnât given me his name.
âYouâre coming?â I ask.
His gaze doesnât soften, but something in it promises Iâm not imagining this.
âIn a moment,â he says. âGo.â
My skin prickles as I follow the suited man toward the elevator.
We pass couples. Laughter. Roses. A woman feeding her boyfriend chocolate like itâs a ritual.
I keep my chin high.
The elevator doors slide open.
The suited man steps in with me. The doors close. The ride is silent, the air thick.
I try to speak, but my tongue feels too heavy.
The elevator dings.
We step into a private hallway so quiet it feels like moneyâpolished, controlled, untouchable.
A keycard clicks.
A massive door opens.
And when I step inside, my breath leaves me in a rush.
The suite is⊠obscene in its elegance. Floor-to-ceiling windows. City lights like jewels. Furniture that looks like art youâre not allowed to sit on.
I turn to the suited man, suddenly wary.
âWhere are you going?â I ask as he moves back toward the door.
He pauses only long enough to say, âMake yourself comfortable. The boss will be here in a moment.â
Then the door closes.
Locks.
The word hits me like a cold splash.
Boss.
My pulse spikes.
I turn toward the room, toward the windows, toward the shadowed seating areaâ
And a voice speaks from the darkness, low and familiar.
âIâm already here.â
I freeze as a figure rises from the couch.
Those void-dark eyes pin me in place.
âYou shouldnât wander,â he says softly. âNot in my territory.â